By Tim Kreider
Not
long ago, I received, in a single week, three (3) invitations to write an
original piece for publication or give a prepared speech in exchange for no
($0.00) money. As with stinkbugs, it’s not any one instance of this request but
their sheer number and relentlessness that make them so tiresome. It also makes
composing a polite response a heroic exercise in restraint.
People
who would consider it a bizarre breach of conduct to expect anyone to give them
a haircut or a can of soda at no cost will ask you, with a straight face and a
clear conscience, whether you wouldn’t be willing to write an essay or draw an
illustration for them for nothing. They often start by telling you how much
they admire your work, although not enough, evidently, to pay one cent for it.
“Unfortunately we don’t have the budget to offer compensation to our
contributors...” is how the pertinent line usually starts. But just as often,
they simply omit any mention of payment.
A
familiar figure in one’s 20s is the club owner or event promoter who explains
to your band that they won’t be paying you in money, man, because you’re getting
paid in the far more valuable currency of exposure.
This same figure reappears over the years, like the devil, in different guises
— with shorter hair, a better suit — as the editor of a Web site or magazine,
dismissing the issue of payment as an irrelevant quibble and impressing upon
you how many hits
they get per day, how many eyeballs,
what great exposure it’ll offer. “Artist Dies of Exposure” goes the rueful
joke.
In
fairness, most of the people who ask me to write things for free, with the
exception of Arianna Huffington, aren’t the Man; they’re editors of struggling
magazines or sites, or school administrators who are probably telling me the
truth about their budgets. The economy is still largely in ruins, thanks to the
people who “drive the economy” by doing imaginary things on Wall Street, and
there just isn’t much money left to spare for people who do actual things
anymore.
This is partly a side
effect of our information economy, in which “paying for things” is a quaint,
discredited old 20th-century custom, like calling people after having sex with
them. The first time I ever heard the word “content” used in its current
context, I understood that all my artist friends and I — henceforth, “content
providers” — were essentially extinct. This contemptuous coinage is predicated
on the assumption that it’s the delivery system that matters, relegating what
used to be called “art” — writing, music, film, photography, illustration — to
the status of filler, stuff to stick between banner ads.
Just
as the atom bomb was the weapon that was supposed to render war obsolete, the
Internet seems like capitalism’s ultimate feat of self-destructive genius, an
economic doomsday device rendering it impossible for anyone to ever make a
profit off anything again. It’s especially hopeless for those whose work is
easily digitized and accessed free of charge.
I now contribute to some of the
most prestigious online publications in the English-speaking world, for which I
am paid the same amount as, if not less than, I was paid by my local
alternative weekly when I sold my first piece of writing for print in 1989.
More recently, I had the essay equivalent of a hit single — endlessly linked
to, forwarded and reposted. A friend of mine joked, wistfully, “If you had a
dime for every time someone posted that ...” Calculating the theoretical sum of
those dimes, it didn’t seem all that funny.
I’ve
been trying to understand the mentality that leads people who wouldn’t ask a
stranger to give them a keychain or a Twizzler to ask me to write them a
thousand words for nothing. I have to admit my empathetic imagination is
failing me here. I suppose people who aren’t artists assume that being one must
be fun since, after all, we do choose to do it despite the fact that no one
pays us. They figure we must be flattered to have someone ask us to do our
little thing we already do.
I
will freely admit that writing beats baling hay or going door-to-door for a
living, but it’s still shockingly unenjoyable work. I spent 20 years and wrote
thousands of pages learning the trivial craft of putting sentences together. My
parents blew tens of thousands of 1980s dollars on tuition at a prestigious
institution to train me for this job. They also put my sister the pulmonologist
through medical school, and as far as I know nobody ever asks her to perform a
quick lobectomy — doesn’t have to be anything fancy, maybe just in her spare
time, whatever she can do would be great — because it’ll help get her name out
there.
Maybe
they’re asking in the collaborative, D.I.Y. spirit that allegedly characterizes
the artistic community. I have read Lewis Hyde’s “The Gift,” and participated
in a gift economy for 20 years, swapping zines and minicomics with friends and
colleagues, contributing to little literary magazines, doing illustrations for
bands and events and causes, posting a decade’s worth of cartoons and essays on
my Web site free of charge. Not getting paid for things in your 20s is glumly
expected, even sort of cool; not getting paid in your 40s, when your back is
starting to hurt and you are still sleeping on a futon, considerably less so.
Let’s call the first 20 years of my career a gift. Now I am 46, and would like
a bed.
Practicalities
aside, money is also how our culture defines value, and being told that what
you do is of no ($0.00) value to the society you live in is, frankly,
demoralizing. Even sort of insulting. And of course when you live in a culture
that treats your work as frivolous you can’t help but internalize some of that
devaluation and think of yourself as something less than a bona fide grown-up.
I
know I sound like some middle-aged sourpuss who’s forgotten why he ever wanted
to do this in the first place. But I’m secretly not as mercenary as I’m trying
to pretend. One of the three people who asked me to do something for nothing
that dispiriting week was a graduate student in a social work program asking me
if I’d speak to her class.
I first sent her my boilerplate demurral, but soon
found myself mulling over the topic she’d suggested, involuntarily thinking up
things to say. I had gotten interested. Oh, dammit,
I thought. I knew then I was going to do the talk. And after all, they were
student social workers, who were never going to make much money either because
they’d chosen to go into the business, which our society also deems worthless,
of trying to help people. Also, she was very pretty.
“Let
us not kid ourselves,” Professor Vladimir Nabokov reminds us. “Let us remember
that literature is of no practical value whatsoever. ... ” But practical value
isn’t the only kind of value. Ours is a mixed economy, with the gift economy of
the arts existing (if not exactly flourishing) within the inhospitable
conditions of a market economy, like the fragile black market in human decency
that keeps civilization going despite the pitiless dictates of self-interest.
My
field of expertise is complaining, not answers. I know there’s no point in
demanding that businesspeople pay artists for their work, any more than there
is in politely asking stink bugs or rhinoviruses to quit it already. It’s their
job to be rapacious and shameless.
But they can get away with paying nothing
only for the same reason so many sleazy guys keep trying to pick up women by
insulting them: because it keeps working on someone. There is a bottomless
supply of ambitious young artists in all media who believe the line about
exposure, or who are simply so thrilled at the prospect of publication that
they’re happy to do it free of charge.
I
STILL remember how this felt: the first piece I ever got nationally published
was in a scholarly journal that paid in contributors’ copies, but I’ve never
had a happier moment in my career. And it’s not strictly true that you never
benefit from exposure — being published in The New York Times helped get me an
agent, who got me a book deal, which got me some dates. But let it be noted
that The Times also pays in the form of money, albeit in very modest amounts.
So
I’m writing this not only in the hope that everyone will cross me off the list
of writers to hit up for free content but, more important, to make a plea to my
younger colleagues. As an older, more accomplished, equally unsuccessful
artist, I beseech you, don’t
give it away. As a matter of principle. Do it for your colleagues,
your fellow artists, because if we all consistently say no they might,
eventually, take the hint. It shouldn’t be professionally or socially
acceptable — it isn’t right — for people to tell us, over and over, that our
vocation is worthless.
Here,
for public use, is my very own template for a response to people who offer to
let me write something for them for nothing:
Thanks
very much for your compliments on my [writing/illustration/whatever thing you
do]. I’m flattered by your invitation to [do whatever it is they want you to do
for nothing]. But [thing you do] is work, it takes time, it’s how I make my
living, and in this economy I can’t afford to do it for free. I’m sorry to
decline, but thanks again, sincerely, for your kind words about my work.
Feel
free to amend as necessary. This I’m willing to give away.
Tim
Kreider is the author of “We Learn Nothing,” a collection of essays and
cartoons.
Source:
New York Times.
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